reports of my death: pretty spot-on
Apr. 2nd, 2013 04:11 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
kadrinSo some of you may not have heard from me in years, and I haven't heard from some of you in years, so I want to make a post to announce two things:
1) I'm still alive, though not for want of trying. The last three weeks have been, depression-wise, the undisputed champion of the world; I felt about as bad as I ever really have. Had my first suicidal thoughts since high school, which was Fun. (Don't worry, they didn't last, I thought of Siobhan for two seconds and they ran away screaming.) I think I'm recovering, and though this isn't the first time I've thought that, I'm on my way a little. Any moment now I should be somewhere around one standard deviation below baseline, apart from, you know, twenty eight.
2) I haven't heard from some of you for some time, and those I have heard from, I haven't heard from for... well, the most recent is nearly two hours. So, please, use this post to check in and remind me that you're still alive and healthy. Or alive and sick. Or alive and miserable. Just as long as you're still around.
1) I'm still alive, though not for want of trying. The last three weeks have been, depression-wise, the undisputed champion of the world; I felt about as bad as I ever really have. Had my first suicidal thoughts since high school, which was Fun. (Don't worry, they didn't last, I thought of Siobhan for two seconds and they ran away screaming.) I think I'm recovering, and though this isn't the first time I've thought that, I'm on my way a little. Any moment now I should be somewhere around one standard deviation below baseline, apart from, you know, twenty eight.
2) I haven't heard from some of you for some time, and those I have heard from, I haven't heard from for... well, the most recent is nearly two hours. So, please, use this post to check in and remind me that you're still alive and healthy. Or alive and sick. Or alive and miserable. Just as long as you're still around.
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Date: 2013-04-02 05:17 pm (UTC)I am alive, and buried under work stress and financial stress and creative stress and flailing wildly toward occasional glimmers of hope on the horizon. And I keep thinking I have something I need to ask you and then forgetting what it was immediately afterward.
But while I chronically cannot remember that, this may be a thing of interest to you: http://roll20.net/
...how old is Siobhan, these days? Nine? (Also, regardless of the answer, when did that happen?)
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Date: 2013-04-04 01:05 pm (UTC)My reaction to the site link can best be described as "ooooooooooooh". I might have to run something, since I'm not running anything in real life any more, pout.
Thank you for checking in, despite the stressmountain! If and when you remember what you wanted to ask me, ask away.